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Monday, October 17, 2005

right. so i overslept today and i should have continued doing so! it was a waste of time going to school please? goodness. i was practically rotting away. urghh. i think i'm skipping school tomorrow. sorry buddy! : (

liting and von came over after school. aw i just love them. ( : haha. we bballed. but apparently spent most of the time laughing rather than playing? lol. von left, liting and i went for a swim after that. talked about things under the sun. haha. enjoyed myself today. skeleton key tomorrow! gosh i can't wait! :D -looks at char, liting and hai lee. heh.

i really want my lower sec life back. i wish man. sigh. things are screwed as usual. i am still feeling pissed over some things. the thought of them just make my blood boil? i think only buddy and liting understand, cause we're going through that same shit right now. now i look back at my life, i realized i lost many friends. some friendships are practically non existant while the rest are totally gone. i feel sad when i think about them but i guess they are just part of growing up? if the friendship is strong enough, then maybe none of these would have happpened? but through losing friends, i gained good friends. i feel its a give and take situation. you lose something but gain another. god really is fair. i hope those people who do not treasure friendships or betray them will learn and change. otherwise, they'll be left with nothing in the end. oh well. ta!

oh, and i feel that some people are just too much. they don't know wth is going on and yet they are judging things base on what they see? please they don't even have the right and are in NO position to judge. they don't even understand anything at all. in fact, they are clueless. yeah. 100 percent clueless. they don't know both sides and yet they can say as they deem fit just after hearing one side? there's always 2 sides to a story. at least, from this, it shows just how unreasonable they are.

given a chance,
and that if i could turn back time,
i would have clung onto those frienships
and never allow them to slip away.
that is my biggest regret,
till now. : (